so?

yes i know. I dont have the behavior the sittuation asked for, i want to be what we need, and i know im not managed at all to handle my emotions and feelings. I really hope we can talk about this soon, and i dont care if we ake the whole day on it, but its too necesary to do it. I guess im so jelousy and that cheats my feelings taking the wrong behavior. Im thinking what should i do or whic one its the right way to be.

Please forgive me, i didnt want to make our relationship goes as it does... i know we cant do it now, but i need u in front of me to tell u how i love u and how miserable i feel now... sorry...

time will let us talk... until then, i love u so much, u always being on my heart and my thoughts....